I've done a lot of complaining and feeling sorry for myself over the past few weeks. I still have trouble picking up Dylan and still can't drive myself easily. I feel very dependent on others, which is not an easy role for me accept. The more I think about it though, I realize how lucky I am that I have a little extra time to spend around my family. Chad has taken some time off work here and there, and my Mom has been coming over to help out too. I get to see Dylan more than I would if I were working every day. I think that maybe I've been wasting time feeling sorry for myself. I should really be trying to enjoy this extra time that I have to bond with the people that I love (and who obviously love me to take such good care of a big whiner). My mom came over yesterday to help with Dylan and she vacuumed, did laundry, washed dishes and found a little extra time to pick some violets for me. Funny how such a small gesture can change your mood. Thanks Mom!